no more promise no more sorrow no longer will i follow can anybody hear me i just want to be me

I've decided to pick up the guitar. I'm pretty excited. I want to learn songs and such first, and skip learning chords, but I guess you gotta start small and work your way up don't cha? so watch out nasty guitar chords... here I come.

She gets what she want and she breaks what she breaks whats gets get out while you can or she'll tear you to pieces

Late mornings are always fun. Late nights with best friends are the best. If you add them together, you get one hell of a good time. You wish you could be hanging with these "hottie bombs", dontcha? *quote hottie bombs thanks to AG*

Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed

Well, this is a work in progress. I must admit, I like where it's going at the moment. I'm think that she's standing and leaning against a wall in a ballet studio, with a pair of point shoes on. It's gonna be in basically all black and white with no color except for the tutu. I'm pretty excited. I'm gonna put it on another type of paper and then go over it in charcoal.

It's exciting. I have another finished sketch of something different but I'll put it up later. I got my friend to stand like that. You don't know how much she complained during those five or ten minutes that it took me to sketch that out.

I've got the gift of one-liners and you've got the curse of curves

due to the fact that my last one was so long and boring, i decided to post some fun things up here... Basically they are gonna be songs.

If you couldn't tell, My favorite band is pretty much the academy is...

Or that you’ve brought this all on to yourself And if you find that your heart’s just a shell

ah so, i've found me-self a very good song. It's called You Brought This On Yourself. By Fields. And those are the lyrics for the day. Anywho, I cut my hair yesterday. Not really the bulk of it. Just added some bangs. I really like it. There isn't much to report other than that, so I figured that I'll just rant for a couple of minutes, and the topic of which will be... Celebrities. So, why do people care so much about celebrities lives anyway? It's like we're constantly bombarded with magazines about how this person did this or this person did that. I mean who REALLY cares if some famous hollywood star got ice cream on her shirt? Or if another got botox? I mean seriously? There's so many more interesting things going on in the world but all that most of the girls my age care about is who just broke up with who, and which celeb looks cuter. If you actually take the time to look around you you'll find that there are plenty of more interesting things going on than the latest teen-celeb's hotness.  If you look at just one, just one, other normal life that's going on right in front of you, you just might find an interesting story. Like a battle with a disease, or a just a fun personality. And besides, who really wants people outside of their houses taking pictures of them when they are taking out the trash, or walking their dog? Everyone does it, so it's not like it should be front page material. So I think people should just leave the poor people alone and learn more about the people that actually are in their lives, like neighbors or classmates.

Hold on, when you feel like letting go...

ok so today I am posting twice. Don't expect that too often. Most times I'll just add it on to the other blog but the topics of today's are so different I thought that it might just be best if I make two. Anywho, I was fooling around on my computer and I found the remix and original version of Good Charlotte's Hold On, and I wanted to ask you, Which one is better?

OR

Personally I like them both. BUT, the messages in the original's version makes it so emotional. But the songs

themselves are both really good.

Where do we go now?

Tonight is the night that the long awaited teen-girl chick-flick romance movie Twilight comes out. Now, I'm a teen-girl who likes the occasional chick-flick or romance movie but the hype for this one? INSANE. I mean, just wow. I was sitting around at lunch today eavesdropping in on some of the conversations going on at my table (ok I wasn't really eavesdropping, I could've been in the conversation if I really wanted) and all that the girls talked about was the movie coming out tonight. So while the majority of the girls I know will be watching this movie, I will be sound asleep comfortable as can be in my bed. And furthermore, to prove my point, who really would want to be the girl in the clip below anyway? Wow, it's sad, but still, I couldn't stop laughing. It's just too damn funny. (no offense if that girl ever does see this)

One good thing about music, when it hits- you feel no pain

Oh the joys of finishing your homework and having multiple new CD's to get lost in. I can already tell that tonight's gonna be a long music-filled night. You also can't go wrong with a good comedy.

Julius Caesar Report Website

http://www.eyewitnesstohistory.com/caesar2.htm

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I'm gonna go here for all of my info tonight....
This had better be a good report.

this is not my heart... (TAI) I'm sick and tired of writing songs about you, this is it this is the end... (ATL)

ahh... so tired. I'm pretty sure that I'm lucky that I don't have to worry about boy drama. I'm pretty content with the fact that I don't have a current boyfriend and that I don't like anyone. I mean having a boyfriend would be amazing don't get me wrong but I guess that I'm glad that I don't have to worry about any of that useless drama. Well anyway, this posting is dedicated to the useless drama created by teens about boys and girls. Which reminds me of a song.... "Teenagers scare the living shit outtah me. They could care less as long as someone'll bleed. So darken your clothes, or strike a violent pose, maybe they'll leave you alone but not me." So anyway, this is just a little post representing how much people care about what the people of the opposite sex thinks. I mean I wake up every morning and think about what I will wear, and what people will think of it. And, whenever I meet someone new that's a guy I almost always subconsciously check him out. I mean who doesn't? Well other than married people of course, that's just gross. But anywho, I just wish people will get the hint one day and honestly stop caring about what everyone else thinks. I mean if it makes you happy, that's all that should matter. So my advice for the day is to do something tomorrow, or today that you normally wouldn't because of what others would think, but makes you very happy.

Don't you just hate how some people seem to be fantastic and then just turn out to be fakes? oh well, there isn't gonna be a title for this one, I don't know a good song that'll go along with this. I'm trying this year to match all of my titles to a song that relates to how I feel.

You've got this new head filled up with smoke

All of my stuff now officially smells like smoke. I burned every last fucking leaf on the acre of my house. Note: this isn't my picture, I just really liked it. I'll start putting some my own stuff up here soon.

With The Help Of My Friends

Well today was an eventful day. Nothing really happened. But you know what really irks me? The fact that I can never really come up with something interesting enough to put on a blog, but I still insist on having one. I went to a cross country meet a little while ago, and decided it would be fun to wear this mask. So I did, and then got my picture taken for a website. How exciting!