i need you like a heart needs a beat.
i miss you.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Windows down and our moods on ten.
Faded tees and frayed knees
I need a voice to make this sound right
Wrinkled sheets and comfy seats
This fire will only blaze as high as we let it
s'mores that will last until the end of the summer
Laughs, smiles, and songs that will last forever
New jokes, new nicknames.
Pinky promises and Triple dog dares
We'll plan for the future,
while we try to make this moment last
Pool hair and bare feet
The passing of supplies from hand to hand
Sometimes tossed through the flames
The faces change but the feeling remains the same
A small circle of heat as the day fades away
We only want to sing you to sleep.
Drop the subject if it's not worth your time
Drop the conversation if it bores you
Drop the girl if she's no longer the same
She'll fake it if means you'll stay
Better off as friends.
She wishes that she could feel the same
Love her with all your heart,
and she'll love you as her best friend
Oh, if only it were just so simple
if only you could change feelings on a dime
She dreams of caring the same way but it's still not the same
Pour out your heart
then try to hold it back
clasping your hands to your chest
trying to push it all back in
better off as lovers
you'll always be the option
she'll always be your priority.
Monday, July 19, 2010
How hard is it?
Scenarios flicker through my head
as my eyes dance in the present.
The if only's and what if's pirouetting across my consciousness
I stare at your eyes, a locked gaze
my mind tumbling as I fumble to find something to say
The impossibles and improbables worming their way
up to the front of my thoughts
demanding to prove their value,
daring me to change the way it all works.
How hard would it be to raise an arm and caress your cheek?
How hard would it be to grab your hand in mine?
How hard would it be to lean forward
and conjoin our lips
In the one way I wish I would, but never could
I'm too shy
too full of excuses to make
I blush and stammer,
pretending to be content with the way things are,
when I so desperately long to forge new paths.
It comes as a surprise to many
how we've come this far without really moving
sometimes it pains me how we remain at a standstill
your shyness building an insurmountable wall
my hidden insecurities so cleverly concealed
sometimes it seems so apparent how much I don't deserve you
sometimes, your beauty shocks me
Being around you fills me with an awe,
Being with you makes me bubble over with happiness
You make me happy in a way you could never know
I fill with warmth at the mention of your name
You make me feel
and yet, even after so much time has past
it still feels like new every time
in some ways, it's unfortunate.
We've only just barely made any real progress
But at least we're still on the road.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
The freckled Vixen with brown eyes
Roll down the windows,
Singing to the wind
Leave it all behind.
I can't help but feel addicted
We laugh, we sing,
This is my everything.
Dip our fingers in paint,
We'll paint the city red
We'll paint the sky blue
We'll paint rainbows out of clouds
We'll light this whole fucking town on fire.
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